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dude [25 Nov 2004|04:52pm]
[ mood | loved ]

i havent updated in mad long but im so fucking bored right now i dont kno wat else to do .. wat to say... well.... I GOT A JOB WITH JOEY SZEEEE.. yeayuhhh... and im doing good in school and ive got an amazing girlfriend who i want realllly bad right now.. but anyway ,.. its TURKEY DAY!!! happy happpy happy turkey day mofos... anyway.. hmm wat else to say... im grounded too.. which isnt all that bad now that i think of it... i can have the phone ... so i can talk to my baby.... <3 hmm... hopefully i can hang out with her tommorrow... duhh duhhh,.. oh man my dad wont get over himself he is so religious and gay marriage is wrong to him but he needs to face it.. IM BISEXUAL DAD... stup[id people.. yea well.. i dunno .. ahh my lip is bleeding .. fun right .. sure... i dont really talk to sam anymore... but im friends with brittany again and yea... hmm .. wat else to say.. hmm IM GOING TO SEE MARILYN MANSON ON SATURDAY THE 27TH.. holy hell im so excited u have no fucking idea... i want melissa to come with me .. but with wat happened with mi padre she doesnt feel comfortable.. which is totally understandable.. i cant even look him in the eyes yet.. anyway christmas is in a month and i get my license in 6 months hell effin yea.. i need to go christmas shopping man ... fun right... ofcourse it is ... not really.. dude holy hell this will be like one of the last christmas's with my family.. liek waking up and getting presents lol.. but we all grow up sometime.. it happens.. oh man i <3 melissa.. shes so amazing.. anyway.. my back hurts .. i liek fell down the stairs cuz im an asshole like that .. teehee ok i think ill be done with this for now <3 becca

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uhh Duhh with a side of cheese [04 Oct 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | weird ]

yea.. i havent updated in i dunno.. so i guess ill update now.. friday was fucking awesome i wouldnt ask for it any fucking different and i loved it.. otep/kittie concert at the starland ballroom with.. joey,keith,sean,nichole,and brittany.. then jessica met up with us.. it was effin amazin joey was like pushed in the moshpit and liek got punched in the mouth and like he was bleeding and all that

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[19 Sep 2004|05:24pm]
[ mood | content ]

Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got
the gold!
But Mommy, when I went school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please
don't cry. When Johnny shot
the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older
brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it
wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only
one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be
waiting for her now, And tell my
wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first,
I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let
this pass.
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this,
Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did
try,
I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the
rest. Mommy I ran as fast
as I could,
When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if
you would,
I wanted to go to college; I wanted to try things
that were new,
I! guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to
the new zoo.
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Chris, I'm sorry but I had to
cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you know
it's true, And Mommy all
I wanted to say is, "Mommy, I love you."
****In Memory of The Columbine Students Who Were
Lost****
Please if you would,
Pass this around,
I'd be happy if you could,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".
COPY AND PASTE THIS SOMEWHERE DAMN IT!!!


aww thats ssad it makes me wanna cry ='(

ok well today was an extremely eventful day.. ok .. joey calls me at 9 in the morn wakes me up .. blah blah him and keith come over 11 ish .. we chill for a few.. then go to the mall.. go in to fye (fyi lol) and get the kittie concert tickets =DDDDDDDDD ok .. and i went to hot topic and got the used shirt and a kurt cobain poster and blink 182 hot shizzzzle .. uhm then went to macys and searched for like 45 mins for my mother finally found her.,.. got auntie annnes pretzle shizzles and left .. i drove home =P uhm hung out watch 13 ,. fun shit .. uhm keith got picked up.. then dropped joey off at work then to eckerd we went then i drove home again more good shizzle... uhm got home foubd out jen stopped by =( didnt get to see her and now im here typing to ur fuckasses lol i love u all .. well yea im tired .. so im gunna go like walked to bryan's house and chilllllll with him.. havent seen his fuckass in a long time ok pe@ce out hommiiiee

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[14 Sep 2004|07:18pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

i feel lied to .. and like i dunno i just feel like shit.. i was finally starting to trust u enough.. to kno that i wanted u .. but no u fucking lied.. ok im like bawling my eyes.. out.. i fucking hate life sometimes i guess i picked the wrong fucking chocolate (forest gump.. ha) .. y fucking me.. im so god damn nice and forgiving and i get fucking stomped on bye people who r supposed to love me .. wat the hell .. life fucking sucks.. i hate this shit .. i could jump off a cliff right now and not care whether i would live or not.. i mean hell life isnt really that bad.. but .. it just sucks.. ill get over it i guess .. im gunna go ..

-me

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long time no update [11 Sep 2004|10:39am]
[ mood | okay ]

ok im bored so y not update my live journal aye... lol... anyway.. school is ok.. except tons of homework that usually i wouldnt do .. but this year is pretty important...blah.. im kinda tired... just woke up a little while ago.. my mom kept trying to wake me up and she would liek yell at me and say all this shit and like i just turned over and was like uh huh yea sure .. im going to bed.. lol cuz i was mad tired yo... i have a creative writing assignment duh the 16th.. i started it liek the first day i found out about it.. and i really love it .. its awesome... *ahhhhchooo* just sneezed lol.. yea... well uhm last night went to the mall .. and uhm hung out with kystle.. jessica..nicole c... this chik connie (krystles friend) and connies boyfriend,... it was weird but none the less interesting lol... i was really bored tho.. and like i wanted to go liek shopping shopping and liek everyone else just wanted to do nothing .. but i did end up getting a nirvana tee.. and uhm a tinker bell patch and uhm a duck thingy for my brother .. and some other shit.. i dont remember... but yea.. it was all good i guess. .. i think im hanging out with sam today.. maybe we will see .. but yea i also need to clean my room .. gosh darnit .. ok i think this will end my short update

<3 becca
x's & o's and silky bed sheets

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[09 Aug 2004|04:53pm]
yea ive decided to update cuz i havent for like a month or so .. any way yea im in vegas .. and its hot,.. and i miss jersey .. and my bed.. and my phone .. and my computer lol .. uhm yea thats about it ... ohh hi miisssss my friends tooo I MISS U FUCKASSSS!
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[04 Jul 2004|06:18pm]
[ mood | content ]

hiiiiddddiiiiiiiiihhhhhoooooo
lmao .... yea i havent updated in a hot minute in all ghettoness lmao,.... im in a purdy good mood anyway ... ive been sooo busy with work and my birfday and helen and other shit ....aANYWHOOO... yea so the summer is fucking awesome... especially this summer i love it ,.... and ive been keeping myself busy which is purdy good... no boredom atleast right heehehe.. i miss joey like i really really wanna hang out with him =( so i wanna make plans to go to a museum or to a nice lunch at the country club ... wow im sooooo bizzzarrrre lol ... j.p maybe sleeze side lol .... I GET MY PERMIT TOMMORROW YESSS!!!! good tiomes true daT dawg ok there is my long awaited update hehe

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[20 Jun 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

ok havent updated since joey did my new "lay out" it looks fucking godly i wanna rape the computer screen OMG TURN ME ON .,... lmao .. andy whoo thank u joey for making my background orgasmic lol ... ANYWAY... hmm i have nothing really to tell ... schools almost over .. thats hot shit right thurr... my birthday is in like 10 days like whoa.. hehehe... helens is in 3 and joeys is in 16 hehe.. OMG ITS IN 16 DAYS AND JOEY WILL BE 16 HAHAHA... ok im a crackhead lol ... tuesday should be fun shit ... lol i love hizzelen .. hehe .. ok ill update when im calmer


LOVIN IS WAT I GOT.. I SAID REMEMBER THAT...



chiao

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[11 Jun 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]

you have.... major depression
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Rob... [09 Jun 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

GET A LIFE.. ur a moron and I DARE U TO HIT ME BITCH .... fucking try FUCKING TRY.. ur a dumb ass loser .. and u need to fucking realize this ok .. i HATE u with all of my being here.. and im HAPPY the way i fucking am .. see but u follow the fucking crouwd i find it fucking weird that sean and joey decide to grow their hair out and then u did... FUCKING LOSER..... plus u cant even look as good as them u look liek a fucking monkey on crack .. ok and again I HATE YOU.. u r they biggest wannabee i kno .. "ohh i made a demo tape and if u wanna hear it and u live far away ill pay for half the shipping" FUCK YOU AND YOUR FAKE ASS MUSIC... you WILL NOT AMOUNT TO ANYTHING .. and u should be gay... u look gay, u act gay .. and u JUST ARE GAY .. once again i DARE u to hit me .. and im not fucking around.. and u kno wat i will make look like the pussy u r cuz u KNOW u wont fucking hit me u cunt muffin.. cuz u r a SCARED PUSSY BOY.. go run to mommy tell her ur life is so tragic and have her buy u a NEW LIFE .. CUZ U FUCKING NEED ONE.... ok this concludes .. paragraph 2.. to the oh-sO-gross- PUSSY BOY- rob fag snyder


hehe

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[08 Jun 2004|06:15pm]
shut the fuck up u god damn loser.. i would rather be a "fucking fat ass bitch" then a stupid ugly peice of shit who thinks his life is so horrible.. when its not .. get over urself... and monica IS BETTER THEN U.. she DOESNT like u .. do u kno how MANY times she has told me how much she wants u to LEAVE her alone .. she HATES u but she wont say that to u cuz she is TOO nice so therefore u peice of shit.. y dont u go get a sex change since u where so much goddamn makeup... get music lessons cuz ur tone deaf and just remember u WILL GET NO WHERE WITH UR LIFE .. u have a better chance of meeting jesus.. ohh yea i also said "eww i thot u WERE better then that " get it right fairey boy.. oh yea I DARE U TO FUCKING SHOVE UR FIST DOWN MY MOUTH .. I DARE U .. .. so inconclusion go fuck yourself and have a nice day =)
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[29 May 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

well im updating here to cuz uhm yea.. well i worked today it was blah i guess... i tried to make myslelf happy

-THINK HAPPY THOTS-

yea and uhm it worked for the most part.. cuz i didnt show anyone how upset i really was which was good.. cuz im all grr.. and im tired like whoa.. and i wanna go......


-SWIMMING-

Sounds fun ... but im too cold to go .. i had some funky dreams last night that made me all sad with myself lol .. all sad with myself.. who the fuck says that .. well i guess i do .. =P yea im bored outta my mind so im gunna go figure out wat im doing pe@ce out

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[25 May 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | bored ]

1. Am I cute?
2. Am I crazy?
3. Am I lovable?
4. Am I funny?
5. Am I annoying?
6. Am I psycho?
7. Am I daring?
8. Am I a good person?
-------------------------
Would You...
1. Hug Me?
2. Miss me if I was gone?
3. Listen to my problems?
4. Hug me if I cried?
5. Be a good friend?
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1. Would you Ever go out with me?
2. If you already have, would you do it again?
3. Kiss me?
4. Marry me if you could?
5. Ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
6. Snuggle with me?
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1. How Well Do You Know Me?
2. When's my birthday?
3. Who is my best friend?
4. Who am I dating?
9. What song would you dedicate to me?
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If You Could...
1. Do one thing with me, it would be?
2. Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
3. Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?
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1. What do you love about me?
2. What do you hate about me?
3. What is my best quality?
4. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
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1. what song reminds you of me, if any?
2. Have you ever had a dream about me?
3. If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
4. Am I huggable?
5. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
6. If you could promise me anything, what would it be?
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1. Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
2. Do you ever think about me offline?
3. If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
4. Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
5. When we first met, what were your thoughts?
6. What are my faults?
7. My strengths?
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1. Do you wish we were closer?
2. Why aren't we closer?

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i made a.... [23 May 2004|05:08pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

NEW JOURNAL.... at a different site .. that is soo much FUNNER.. lol.. but im still using this one cuz im a weirdo with 2 journals hahaha if u wanna see my awesome creation and YOU ALL KNO U FUCKING WANT TO RIGHT ... well here it is................


Oh yes everysingle one of u should visit it and liek comment all nice about it .. which no one probably will cuz u all are FUCKERS... lmao im just joshin them pickles and nuts i swear .. hehe ... i love u all ex. u and u and u and u and u and u .. ok wow im like hyper crazy hyper and i love it ,.... oh yes i do i do i do .. MY POOL IS OPEN .. HOLLY SHIZZZZZAT.. swimmin swimmin soon hehehehehehe... its all pretty blue but its got lots of chemicals and im not gunna be like micheal jackson and bleach myself by going in extrememly chlorified water.. well im white already so that wouldnt change much .. WAT IF IT MADE ME BLACK HOLY .. hahaha.. ok ill update later children of the korn... i am ur leader.. hahaha












- <3 - Becca -<3 -

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...o.O... [21 May 2004|07:00pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

yea this is my update...........





























not i lied .. oooppsssyyy.. hehe ... yea so uhm hrm.... thursday joey came over..twas mucho el funo....[ lol ] but i punched him in the face by accident a couple times... but he got my back .. ex. FLIPPING ME ON THE HAMMOCK... lol yea i love u too ... uhm hrm he came over and we got a bite to eat and then we watched the all godly otep video ... hott shit like whoa....yea uhm wat else we played hardcore football man ... i feel on my ass so many times...haha.... oh yea got into an arguement with jhiam ... he pisses me off ... like wtf.. he lied to me and liek err ... w.e .. hes acting liek an asshole and he thinks im gunna just be all cool with it .. I THINK FUCKING NOT... yea uhm so anywhooo.... today went to school ... and it wasnt that bad ... actually it was a decent day cuz uhm ... i wont even say it .. yea anywayz.... then came home... and my mother pulled my door shut not knowing it was locked..[ how it got locked i have no clue ] but so she locked me out and with erics super credit card tricks it opened.. 0_o... lol .. [ people think im a blonde wait til they meet my mom ] yea uhm hrmmm... im dont kno wat im doing tonight but i hope its something i really dont wanna sit here all night cuz ill be all pissed if i do... so yea im gunna go try and make plans... and this is for someone who will remain namless... ***BARF*** .. hehe i had to add that yea .. so


-<3 - Becca -<3 -



xox... to u an only u.... -_o

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THIS IS MY UPDATE LIKE WHOA!! [14 May 2004|10:51pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

hiiiiya ok great mood SNUKEN GREAT MOOD!! lol (nichole) ok today was purdy good in school .. ok then i CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL.... DUNN DUNN DUNNNNNNNN.. ok yea I HAD A POPPED TART.. dun dun DUMMMMMMM . (supposed t6o be an 'N' but i dont wanna go back!) ok yea uhm went to work went on drive threw people r cunts... I SLAPPEN MY MANAGER JHIAM TODAY .. HAHAHAHAHAHA lol he was like go ahead hit me i bet u wont i was liek ok *WHACK* and he was like oh my... lol BACK ON SUBJECTA..ok came home went to lipsync came home updates soon

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[27 Apr 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pritty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
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it is the end [26 Apr 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ok well im grounded and i cant go on the computer phone or out til next moday... its cruel i kno goddamn mr.brown.... but yea i wont hold a grudge nuh uh no siry bob...........FUCKER!! lol so yea i will update in a week and tell ya how it went so pe@ce and love becca,..

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the weekend was........ [25 Apr 2004|06:41pm]
[ mood | calm ]

oky doky the weekend wasnt too bad it was actually kinda fun lol i spent the whole weekend at krystles mommy's house. it was coolness and like yea and i worked all weekend so i like uh came home from work on friday uhm liek called krystle then uhm i got a ride to her house . it was cool and uhm lets see then saturday we went swimming in he pool it was freeeeezing .... and uh yea then my mommy picked me up and we went home i got dressed and ready for work .. ladee daa and then uhm went to work.. work had me on drive threw and it was fucking car mania... i had 9 say it with me NINE.. cars in drive through the all came at one time it was fucking crazy and at the end of the drive threw line it was my aunt and i reallly didnt kno it was her and she was confusing the shit outta me and i wanted to just liek fucking scream at her cuz she was asking weirdass questions and i was liek ok uhm ur order now and ahh it took her forever and a day and then when i was like ur total is blah blah blah please pull up to the 2nd window she was liek thank you Rebecca and i was like huh? and yea so i gave them there order plus uhm more cuz there family lol and yea and then later my mom came to pick me up i got home and i called krystle and i went over there again and then we rented school of rock it was a cool ass movie and i liked it a lot lol i laughed sooo much and anywhoo then we watch uhm other shit and like everyone was asleep and liek i was starting to dose off and krystle was liek becca becca wake up and i was liek huh and she was liek it would be so funny if we wrote on everyones face and shit so we uhh did lol with eyeliner blush lip gloss lipstick and lotion.. lol it was funny as fuck i almost pissed myself and anywhoo uhmmm I DRESSED UP ALL GANGSTER AND MADE FUN OF WIGGER KIDS... haha cuz krystles step sister uhm trisha is like huge as fuck and so me and krystle put on her ghetto shit that was fucking huge it was like a size 42 and shit ... holy moly ... and yea to get to the point i looked sexy all ghettoed out ... i kinda miss those days with the valor (sp?) outfits and the bandanas... and the uhm ghetto talk .. lol yup those were the days NOT ... lol .. but the outfit was adorable white with green stipes hottness,... yea well hmmm we played with paintball and bb guns OUCHIE THOSE THINGS HURT LIEK A MOTHER FUCKER.. let me tell u .. especially liek 2 feet from bare skin holy fuck ouch..... hehe... yea well i guess my weekend was kinda entertainiing and i got to clear my mind about some shit.. so yea well thats enough for now i dont want to type no more... i <3 u

1 confession| your sanctuary

[22 Apr 2004|08:08pm]
[ mood | blah ]

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blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah! ............... my mood lately............

everything sucks.............

life sucks................

people suck................

the world sucks.................

school sucks.................

work is actually ok ............

yea i wanna go ...

far away......

where i can be alone..........

with no problems.... in my own little world all by myself!

your sanctuary

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